Fiionaaxo
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Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can’t tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you’re not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don’t bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You’ll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today’s not the day. Because here’s to the nights you dealt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn’t breathe. To the nights you couldn’t wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.
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15.6.12 <3
okaay… so toomoroww night u won’t be here anymore u’ll be in the plane and ill probably be at home crying wishing and hoping you’d come back! i have n idea what I’m gonna do! feels like u’ve put some spell on me that ilove you too much!!!! :’( maybe i fell for u to hard! I’m sooooooo depressed right not! -.- 5 months ago… i didn’t even care that u were going back to ph… well i did but i never knew it was gonna be this fast! i’ve never been this scared to lose someone in my life! you are just ….perfect ,amazing you deserve the best! your exactly everything i wanted your so cute random cheesy sweet romantic funny everything! iloveyouusomuch hope u find someone who’s gonna be there for you in the future …. :) i know ur going back to study to follow your dreams to become a doctor but i will always pray to god every single day that one day you’ll come back in jkrta to live here again and even though ill have another bf i’ll always choose you no matter what! ur the only one that has made me feel so special in my life! not even my mum treated me like that…. i just love you and need you! every single fight and arguments… I’m so glad i didn’t leave u even thought all my friends tells me ur a jerk or i deserve better … I’m glad i fought for you :) even thought we had lots of problems I’m glad that its all over… but i’ll never forget them . i will always remember you and think of u every single day of my life… everything i do reminds me of you….every where i go theres always a picture of u in my head ,every time i talk to some other guy i always hear your voice… I’m soooooo sad your going :’( ilooveeeeeyouuuu foreverandalways
